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Desperation story that happened today lol.. no wetting though!

So idk if this happens to people, but sometimes if I stay in one position for to long not moving I canโ€™t feel my bladder filling up (mainly itโ€™s when Iโ€™m sitting). So when I finally move or get up Iโ€™m good for 5 seconds then immediately feel the desperation urge times 10000 hit me!!

So now that you know that: Earlier today that situation happened to me while my friend was over… and ohhh gawwwd I thought I was gonna lose it!! This was a pure real pee emergency! .///.

At the time I havenโ€™t peed in hours but I honestly just didnโ€™t super notice… we went to my room to just sit on the bed and talk for a while, I didnโ€™t move for about an hour and a half just talking when she finally said something about going home soon.

I uncrossed my legs and jumped off the bed watching her slowly sit up, searching around for her keys, wallet, etc in the bed. I watched and I swearrr if she would of been looking at me She would of seen the face of sheer panic sjdbdjdk. I immediately clenched my legs and tried to help her collect her things to get her out faster..

I didnโ€™t want to be like โ€œI gotta pee brb!!โ€ right before she left (idk Iโ€™m shy and it made me think she would think omg she canโ€™t even wait to pee till I leave?? Lol I know stupid but I get shy/embarrassed announcing I have to pee!).

She was putting on her shoes slowly and I just stood there watching as it felt like someone left the hose running in my bladder while someone was punching it!!!!… it wasnโ€™t potty dancing desperation.. it was one of those desperationโ€™s that it hurts to breathe, even slightly sucking in air felt like to much pressure for my bladder! (Didnโ€™t help I had 3 tight layers pressing in to my bladder; tight leggings, tight jean shorts, and tight boy cut girl boxers..it was awful ;///;)

When we got down stairs though there were a few distractions.. my parents both started talking to her and also asked me to do like 5 things… I huffed and tried to get what they wanted while trying to also talk to them whileee also trying to not piss myself in front of everyone !!!

My dad asked me to hand him his pocketknife, while I was in the middle of putting batteries in my moms nail filer.. I clenched my teeth and took a few steps over to grab it and I literally couldnโ€™t stop a groan escape from my lips in painful desperation!! Then the last few step i noticed I started walking a lil odd from clenching all my muscles too long, and multitasking wasnโ€™t helping!!! /)////(\โ€..

I grabbed the knife and froze a second then quickly handed my dad the knife switching my gaze back to putting the battiers in the nail filer as quickly as I could so I could walk my friend out and go pee!!!! I was actually starting to sweat and felt anxiety fill my stomach (which does help when you gotta go!!)

then in the middle of that my mom asked me to get her purse while I was up-.. I stopped fumbling with the batteries and quickly took one step towards her purse when again I froze, I could feel my heart speed up and my face was getting hot as it felt like the anxiety in my stomach was spreading all through my body..

My mom called my name saying, โ€œdid you hear what I said? Can you get my purse please?โ€ I bet I look like my brain just got fried lol.. I just stood staring into space, awkwardly holding the batteries/nail thing, kinda shifting thinking how it feels like my bladder was actually gonna explode if I took one more step-.. then I just thought, โ€œoh god, ok screw it! I canโ€™t do this!!!!โ€

In the middle of everyone in the living room I kinda cut my mom off while she was talking and I yelled โ€œ I KNOW, YOUR PURSE! IM SORRY I HEARED YOU BUT I THINK REALLY NEED TO PEE FIRST!!!โ€ I literally just crouched down and dropped the nail filer and batteries where I was standing and took off running up the staries, busted into the bathroom, and frantically pulled down my clothes collapsing on the toilet and not to be too detailed,… but I took the longest, hardest, loudest, greatest pee of my life…….

Guys I was dyingggggg it was so sudden.. like yeah I was like oh god I gotta pee BAD!!.. but I can wait itโ€™s only like 10 mins thatโ€™s not long… but 3 mins later I went from a 9/10 to a 15/10 ;////;…

Also hella embarrassed cause I bet that looked weird af, just helping them while Nicely making conversation when I just stop and loudly Announce to everybody Iโ€™m about to piss myself pretty much (which is something no one ever sees me do jdndkdm lmao RIP Q////Qโ€)

I wanted to calmly just be like โ€œok! Hold on one sec Iโ€™m gonna go to the bathroom!โ€ And walk to the bathroom calmly…. but nooooo! as soon as I opened my mouth anxiety took over and made me look like a FOOL!!

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