Did everything work out ok or still holding it…

Did everything work out ok or still holding it?

Ahhh lol I wasn’t gonna share this since it’s embarrassing to me/not my usual blog content I post.. unless someone asked about it lol sooo I guess I’ll tell y’all..

Sooo .. I had to go and was stuck in my room.. this is how you know your having a potty emergency when you do what you’ve never done before..

But first I was trying to hold it but ahh it was very uncomfortable!! Finally I sat up and desperately looked around to find something to .. ah .. go in /)/////(\ and grabbed a towel, rolling it up and sticking it between my legs, hands holding it over on my crotch and started going right away.. keep in mind I had to be so silent during this cause my parents thought I was asleep and verrrrryy slowly move around cause I have super loud creaky floors…

So now back to me standing in the dark slowly peeing into a towel so it doesn’t over flow.. I went a lot then stopped cause it was getting soaked and could smell the urine smell -///- ..
Then for about 15 mins I had to slowly creep over to get this bag and unzip it to stuff the wet towel in, to hopefully help contain the smell and hide it … I still really had to pee and I did something I never done..

… I peed in a cup…

It was … embarrassing lol (I’m weird and don’t really like the idea of peeing in containers irl .. but it was the cups or a huge wet stain on my floor) I was dying on the inside I felt so embarasseddddd.. but also felt so good to finally go without worrying about a mess atm I just relaxed and peed quicklyyy.. when the cup started.. ah.. *blushes* getting heavy I stopped, not wanting to over fill it, and moved the cup to my window and slowly poured it outside as quietly as I could x///x

I guess somehow I missed the cup a few times cause I could feel a cold wet streak going halfway down one thigh of my pjs -/////- ..

then my moms alarm went off..

Lol I jumped so hard and quickly closed the window and climbed in bed still in slightly wet pjs, no time to change, and pretended to sleep my heart exploding …

But yeah that’s my awkward desperation shame where I peed like .. everywhere lol *blushes*

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